January 2011
December 2010
Two days left
I woke alone this morning. Of course he was right beside me, but this morning is fairly different from the rest. I bursted into tears while we were laying there. It had finally hit me that he’s leaving. I jumped out of bed because I really don’t want him to see me. I felt my heart drop into my stomach. I’ve grown so accustom to having him around, so when I barely think of my...
It's Amazing
Having someone to wake up beside you every single moment. It gets me every time I think about it though. Knowing that this is just a temporary feeling and that the loneliness will soon return once he leaves. It has been so wonderful to have arm wrapped around you while you’re sleeping. Feeling little pecks throughout the night. I have gone 8 months without him, with little three day visits...
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I love having my boyfriend home.
Everything is wonderful. I cannot complain. I love every second with him.
I'm so nervous
I haven’t seen him in a little over a month. He hasn’t been home in 8 months so I don’t know what to expect. I know that the next two weeks will be one of the most memorable holidays ever. Just knowing that I am finally able to be with him, longer than just three days, makes me so overwhelmed with different emotions. He’s all I wanted for Christmas. Now that I have my...
Happy Birthday Juan Paulo
I wish I could be with you today to celebrate your 20th birthday. This may not be the type of birthday that you wanted, but remember that in just a few hours you’re finally going to come home. I wish I could make this the best birthday for you, it’s has been a long year and you should be able to enjoy it. You deserve the best baby so I’d like to wish you a wonderful birthday and...
Happy Birthday Juan Paulo
I wish I could be with you today to celebrate your 20th birthday. This may not be the type of birthday that you wanted, but remember that in just a few hours you’re finally going to come home. I wish I could make this the best birthday for you, it’s has been a long year and you should be able to enjoy it. You deserve the best baby so I’d like to wish you a wonderful birthday and...
I hate you so much sometimes
Which makes me wish you were here because I realize that I miss you and I’m just taking my frustration on you. Eugh. Come home dammit. I’m tired of this bullshit.
WatchAnd is because of videos like these that distract me from studying for my final tomorrow.
Three more days until my man in uniform gets to...
Christmas Wish List
I couldn’t ask for anything more than what I already have. I found it funny how my mother asked what I wanted for Christmas and I told her that I just needed a lamp. Which I eventually bought for myself but it’s okay. The one thing that I really want though, is to be with my one and only. Of course, the only thing I’d ever want is to be with him. I’m extremely grateful that...
When someone taps your shoulder and pretends he...
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I pulled an all nighter
last night and I didn’t sleep until after I picked my classes this afternoon. I barely awoke at 9. I slept for 9 hours, I missed the whole day. Now I’m going to be up all night studying for my final tomorrow. Eugh damn lol
He's coming home
Finally, it has been almost eight months since he has left home. Things have certainly not been the same. What am I suppose to do other than to move on with my life, along with waiting for him of course. I’m proud of us. We did it. Then again this isn’t the end, more like a little break. We really got through it though, I mean sure the distance fucked with our minds a little bit, but...
First College Semester
It’s crazy to think that I’m only a week away from finishing my first semester of collage. I love being on my own and I love the independence that college brings with it. I know I didn’t work my hardest this semester, I think it was just because it was something new and I’m still learning how to cope with it. It’s amazing to say that I’m half way done with my...
Early Morning Arguments
This was a first. 5am my time and 7pm your time. It wasn’t that big of a deal so I apologize for taking it out of proportion. I despise it when you’re dishonest. Although because it is rare, it makes knowing you lied hurt just a little big more. I thought you tell me everything, regardless if this happened to slip your mind. An apology from you wouldn’t really do much so you...
It's 5:20am
I have not slept yet. People are getting ready to go to school. What is my problem? lol Why do I not sleep? I love sleep, only during the day. This is so odd. I need to get rid of these bags under my eyes. Just kidding, I don’t have bags under my eyes. I’m surprised that I don’t. I think it’s because I have big eyes. This is a irrelevant post. I’m tired but I’m...
Early Morning Arguments
This was a first. 5am my time and 7pm your time. It wasn’t that big of a deal so I apologize for taking it out of proportion. I despise it when you’re dishonest. Although because it is rare, it makes knowing you lied hurt just a little big more. I thought you tell me everything, regardless if this happened to slip your mind. An apology from you wouldn’t really do much so you...
He's coming home
Finally, it has been almost eight months since he has left home. Things have certainly not been the same. What am I suppose to do other than to move on with my life, along with waiting for him of course. I’m proud of us. We did it. Then again this isn’t the end, more like a little break. We really got through it though, I mean sure the distance fucked with our minds a little bit, but...
Christmas Wish List
I couldn’t ask for anything more than what I already have. I found it funny how my mother asked what I wanted for Christmas and I told her that I just needed a lamp. Which I eventually bought for myself but it’s okay. The one thing that I really want though, is to be with my one and only. Of course, the only thing I’d ever want is to be with him. I’m extremely grateful that...
At Each Other's Throats
I don’t think I’d ever imagine the day where we will be constantly arguing and bickering. Yet when someone asks me how we’re doing, I always let it be known that we’re great and we’re still madly in love. It’s the truth, sure we fight and want to kill each other sometimes, but in the end I love you more than I did before the fight. We’re both so irritable...
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“The ball was always in his court and I was just waiting for him to take the shot”
Bad Dream
It’s rare for me to have bad dreams, especially of my boyfriend. I dreamt that he was home, he wasn’t thrilled at all to see me. We did nothing but argue, he didn’t even stay with me. He would go out every night and I would just worry. He claimed that he was going to work all of the time, until I found out he was seeing another girl. Even trying to imagine my boyfriend doing all...
I want to give up sometimes. I won’t though, I can assure you that. We may not be at our best, at least I’m not, but I’m sure we can get through it. I’m only my best when I’m with you.
Holidays
The only present that I’m more than thrilled about is having my boyfriend home for two weeks. It’s not much, but it’s the longest given to us. It has been a little less than a month since I’ve last seen him. A lot has happened since then. We’ve seem to have grown apart, slightly. We may be arguing a little more due to the sanity that we lack. Our fuses are short and...
Shunned
I’m disappointed in myself because I made you feel this way. Never has it been my intention to hurt you or to put you through any pain whats so ever. You should know that no matter what I will always love you and care for you the same. I apologize that my focus and attention hasn’t been on you lately and that I haven’t been there for you when you need me. I’m glad you...
I love my life
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I love Sundays
It’s more of a lazy day for me, then again almost every day at some point is lazy for me lol. I woke up early because my boyfriend decides to call and scream and shout for the hell of it, he think he’s funny. I love it though and I was able to sleep through his shouting. I have a lot to do today. Yet here I am on Tumblr. I feel like I haven’t used my computer in forever. I miss...
