January 2011
Marriage
I think it’s a soft and delicate topic. Some people believe that marrying at a young age is stupid and irresponsible. I just happen to see it as, as long as I’m able to still live my life, along side by my lovers, why not get married. I’ve been talking about this lately with my boyfriend. I know it’s a crazy topic and a lot of people will think that we’re stupid but...
Work in 30
My boyfriend is currently snoring on the phone, he doesn’t know that I’m awake. He gets upset when I wake up without him or without informing him that I’m awake. He sees it as, wake me up so we can talk, kind of thing. I’ll let him sleep. He’s been awake since 12. I miss him a whole bunch. I’m not looking forward to going to work in about half an hour, but it...
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The other night I received a phone call from my father. I forgot what we were talking about, but the subject of being a responsible teen came up. He told me that out of all the dads that he knows, he’s the proudest. He told me that he is always proud of me and of the person that I’ve become. I started crying when he told me this. I know he’s always proud, but it’s always...
You’re really starting to scare me. Either you really are going insane or you just had a real mental break down and you lost who you were. You don’t speak to me the same and I understand what you went through must have been a large ordeal, but to hate the world for a mistake you made? Come on now, I’m hoping your a little bit more reasonable than this. You need to stop thinking...
Be with someone who knows what they have when they...
When you know you're being annoying but you don't...
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"What If's"
I often catch myself pondering on the thought of “what if’s” until I realize there is no such thing. I have to remind myself that, what’s done is done and there is obsoletely no going back. The thought of what could have been is always something that will never become, only because it happened already. I try to not second guess my choices, because I know for a fact the...
January 22, 2011: Saturday night well spent
We spoke on the phone for over four hours, we weren’t even distracted this time. It was just me and him. He even enlarged my video while he laid in his bed. It was nice being able to laugh with him again. It’s little video dates like these that keep our relationship vibrant. Nine months later and we’re still so open with each other and our thoughts. Nothing is a secret between...
Roach in the Glade candle
From time to time when I like to spark one in the solace of my room, I always have some sort of a Glade candle. Last night when I was finishing up the half of a blunt that I had, I looked at the puddle of wax that was just residing in the glass. I thought it’d be neat if I just left my roach in there, so when the wax hardens up, you’ll see a perfectly fine roach. This is pretty stupid...
Going to bed upset
It’s that time of the day where we rest our souls in the comfort of our bed, with thoughts pacing through our heads. It’s that time of the day where you’re suppose to set aside your differences to receive a full nights rest. I don’t understand how that’s possible when you’re filled with resentment. I think to myself of how much I hate you and how I hate being...
January 24, 2011:First Day Back
It wasn’t the type of day that I expected. I like all of my classes, didn’t eat much today, oh and I found out my roommate is in jail. Anywho, that’s another blog. It was a fairly long day. I saw a few familiar faces and it was good to hang out with a few of them as well. So basically my day consisted of:
Going to school
Falling asleep in class
Talking to the police
Talking to the psycho...
I'm not dealing with this shit right now. I'm...
On a side note
I love you and I hope you know that. You shouldn’t go through one single day without knowing so. I love our relationship and I could not ask for a better one. I know that I speak of you so highly, but can you blame me? You’re freaking amazing and you make me so very happy. I know I’m redundant and really repetitive when it comes to blogging about you but I could care less if I...
Saturday well spent
We spoke on the phone for over four hours, we weren’t even distracted this time. It was just me and him. He even enlarged my video while he laid in his bed. It was nice being able to laugh with him again. It’s little video dates like these that keep our relationship vibrant. Nine months later and we’re still so open with each other and our thoughts. Nothing is a secret between...
Creating memories alone
Every since I had the chance to experience how it would be like to live with my boyfriend for two weeks, I can’t seem to live my days like before. I mean, I just don’t want to do anything without him. Don’t get me wrong, as terrible and dependent as that sounds, give me the chance to defend myself. It’s more of a “I don’t want to experience anything great...
-katherine:
I may be bad, but I’m perfectly good at it.
Indestructable
When I look back to when our relationship had just barely begun, I realize that we were so insanely crazy about each other. I then look at our relationship now.. and it seems that nothing has changed. Nine damn months later and you would think that we would have gone nuts due to the distance or perhaps, even each other. The complications that were brought upon us never phased us, possibly just...
Skies The Limit: It's funny →
g0nz0epaul0:
I look at Tumblr and I see all these posts about love and if you want your relationship to be like that. It’s funny cause mine is exactly like that. I love my relationship it’s pretty much perfect to me. I think my gf is the hottest most attractive beautiful thing out there. I love surprising her
her and just being with her. I love her smile and her laugh and how she always makes...
Daddy's Little Girl
I sometimes wish that we would have a better relationship. In all honesty though, I think it’s just me. We used to have this amazing bond and we would always talk. I wouldn’t say I feel uncomfortable with my father, I just feel like he’s just not my father. Most wouldn’t understand. I hold this resentment towards him, that no one knows about. Let’s just say, my father...
2:29pm
I have work in about an hour, I kind of don’t want to go but I literately have nothing else to do so I might as well work lol. My boyfriend went to the gym and my roommate left back to Stockton. I feel as if I should be productive but I’m still sick so I think I’m just going to bum around for another half an hour or so. I really can’t wait until school starts. I’m...
Skins Season Premiere
I don’t know why I’ve been so excited for this first episode to finally air. The commercials are so catching and seem so surreal. I really don’t know what to expect but I like it so far lol.
"I told him I was going to go get a coffee, but I...
9 Months Later..
I love the way you can make me smile and the way my cheeks begin to hurt because I can’t seem to stop. I love the way you can make me laugh, to the point where I can no longer breathe. The way you speak to me, it gives my mind the sense of hope that nothing is impossible. When you remind me of the days we used to spend together, laughing about any little thing, contemplating about every little...
The best part of a relationship, is getting to...
Extended Vacation
I’ve been on break for about a month now and I still have another week until I go back. I’m so bored with myself that I’m looking forward to going back to school. Don’t get me wrong, I’m enjoying my time off as much as I can. Yet there is only so much free time that I could handle before I start going crazy. I need some kind of discipline and work. I kind of miss...
I love you. Plain and simple.
People in school are like why are you so quiet,...
Happy 9 Months Honeybun!
Despite the fact that there hasn’t been one month where we were able to spend it together, I’m more than happy that we still celebrate it. I can’t wait until I can be with you in your arms once more. I’m deprived of your existence and I can only hope that we will spend the rest of our years together. I just wanted to let you know how much you mean to me and I love you more...