JennifeReally

I don’t know what it is but lately, it just seems that everything is off, nothing seems right and nothing feels right. I was in my chemistry class when my mom decided to text me some news. A week prior to this she had informed that she is getting a colonoscopy to check for any problems on her insides. She let me know later that day that the doctors didn’t find any polyps, which could cause cancer or worse. Relieved, I brushed it off of my worry list. Back to my story of in class, she let me know that the doctors discovered that she has a liver disease. She was devastated and it hurt her more to tell me. She’ll be okay after she gets her treatment. 70% chance that it’ll heal on it’s own. So my prayers most revolve around her at the moment.

And just the other day I became aware that my grandmother, my fathers mom, has been hit again with breast cancer. After surviving it three years ago, it came back. The breast cancer sign I have tattooed on my inner left arm was suppose to represent my mother and grandmother as both survivors, now one is fighting a new battle and another is just going to let the cancer take her slowly. It’s horrible news and it is even worse to think about. They’re both strong and they’ll both keep fighting as long as they need too.