Elephant in the room
I feel so awkward at times. My mood is almost never the same anymore. I wish I would smile more like I used too. Half of the time my smiles are forced. When I’m with certain folks, I talk too much and I can clearly see I’m the elephant in the room. Then there are those days where I’m the quietest one with no opinion. Both annoy me equally. I can’t seem to find my common ground. I lost it some time ago when I began to lose myself. I’m still here, still trying to grasp what little sense everyone makes. But whatever, I’ll snap out of this stupid attitude eventually.
